i can feel my heart breaking!
Posted on: October 2, 2008, at 06:11:59pm

I am dying inside and im worried i might lose it soon!! i have been so upset lately and highschool is not helping one bit!!! if it wasnt for Matt.[cuddle baby] i wouldnt be here! hes the ONLY thing keeping me here!!!! =[ </3 its kinda said actully.. =[ i dont wanna love him this mmuch!! hes just supposed to be a friend but i cant handel that !! he has a gf and yes im hyper for him. but grr!! i HATE love!!!

my family is driving me insane!! i REALLY want to get out of here!! and theres sooo many people i just wanna take and GRRRR XD like no one has any idea how fucking much i want out!!! i have no idea what to do!!! its driving me insane!!!!

i only want to be right where u are!!![ matt ] i hate not talking i hate that ur computer is down!!! GRRR this couldnt have happened that a worse time!!!

well just remember i never forget about you. and ur always on my mind!! i love u!!! <3





-- </3 crystal