aw man why do i keep quitting
Posted on: May 25, 2016, at 11:13:56pm

Yeah okay I signed up so this'll become a make-shift tourney blog. This happens every time, screw you guys.

It's weird though. I've become detached from this place, and I don't know if competing will feel the same way as it did before. I hope it will because I really liked these things, and you guys, or at least the ones I've been able to talk to during my... 5.4 years here... welp.

It's summer, so getting back in shape before the tourney shouldn't be a problem, and neither should skill-boosting. I think I know how to skill-boost. I just take too many breaks because I get drowned in school work, then burrow myself out of school stuff and dick around.

I wish I didn't dick around. I used to be much more time-efficient, at least efficient enough to do the whole school thing and have actual hobbies. I literally have no hobbies anymore, not even a funner way to goof off than sleep.

Now I have time left over that I can spend on fixing this problem and working on myself. I guess FFR is not what first comes to mind for this sorta stuff, but it's fun and I like this place and it's better than lying around in bed and doing nothing.

Prolly gonna run this profile to the ground with my ramblings. I keep stuff here not really because I want others to read it, but because it's a way to motivate myself to improve. Posting my goals makes them concrete and drives me to reach them.

Recently I was thinking about how demotivated I am to do anything outside of homework, and I was amazed at how I used to skill-boost at this game. Maybe this had something to do with it.

this post demonstrates just how much of a scatter-brain i am lmao

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oh god my internet's so bad i have to give up on this anyway

wooooooooooooooooooooooooowowowowow gl guys i'll just play the next one

1. 1: Kawaii025
   Posted at 5:23pm on May 26th, 2016

   You're gonna experience withdrawals and be back... Miss ya FG.
2. 2: AD4M-V
   Posted at 4:03pm on June 23rd, 2016

   Still nice to see you around during the tournament! I'll be honest; the magic's kinda wearing off on me too, but I'm probably just bitter about my skill drop since I just came back.
   I'll be rooting for you, anyways! Good luck with D6 - I'm sure you're capable of reaching the top!
3. 3: AD4M-V
   Posted at 1:36pm on June 26th, 2016

   Nah, I was too late to sign-ups by a few days, so I'll just play alongside it to see how I would have fared against the other divisions. I don't even think I'd go too far in D5! Sorry about the Internet problem though.