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i m a bother to the world Posted on: August 13, 2008, at 07:55:28pm I try to speak. No one listened. A pain to my heart. Tears starts to form. But do not fall. Seem to be alone in the world. No one seems to care. All I am is a bother. Only bother to the world. Wishin I can die. So no one will be bothered. No one will hear me. No one will listen to me. I just want death. Death to my heart. Death to my soul. Death to my life. Still feel bad for wat I have done. Sorry for speaking. Sorry for lying. Sorry for the sadness. Sorry for me being alive. I bring sadness to all. Everyone is against me. And I am sorry for that. Tears starts to form, But do not fall. Feel like the dead. Or a shadow. I'm just there. Alone in the world. I just bring sadness to everyone. I dont deserve to be in this world. A hopeless figure in life. That no one will ever see or hear. I am nothing. Nothing important to anyone. I am a disappoint to the world. I dont deserve to like anymore. I deserve to like anymore. I deserve something worse than death. I deserve to die. A spirit that well never past. Alone in my mizery. |
Posted at 8:05pm on August 13th, 2008
my mom read this and she got mad at me. plz dont worry i m not goin to kill myself or anything like that. i cant i m not the kind of person that would. even if i want to. probably a lot of u r goin to say u r not goin to kill urself cuz i wont let u or something like that. well i just wanted to let u guys no i m not goin to kill myself i promise.
Posted at 8:11pm on August 13th, 2008
ok.. yeah i can see now that is lie kinda scary.. it kinda would make u think that... but i know ur not like that
Posted at 8:12pm on August 13th, 2008
k thats good i cant do that wat i said in the poem i will write in my poems bout it. but never do it
Posted at 9:30pm on August 13th, 2008
Not trying to get nosey but why do you write these kinds of poems? You seem to be an upbeat girl and happy.
Posted at 12:22pm on August 14th, 2008
it makes me sad to see you write this. I hope everythings gonna be okay.
Posted at 7:32pm on August 15th, 2008
YOU ARE NOT A BOTHER
Posted at 10:25pm on August 15th, 2008
thanks steve i love u baby
Posted at 7:46pm on August 19th, 2008
wow thts sad...and rly deep if u want im here to tlk u can tell me wateve kk??
Posted at 7:15pm on September 1st, 2008
woaw nice but Ur not a bother
Posted at 7:16pm on September 1st, 2008
ok
Posted at 2:08pm on September 18th, 2008
this is a great one also what are you talking about that they are not all that good. your just lying to your self and that's not good. :)