My Feelings i guess ~poem~
Posted on: October 19, 2008, at 12:52:54am

I'm the only one standing, alive, not wanting to be here, living, breathing the same air as he does. Looking up at the same sky as he does wishing his sweet soft lips to mine as he does, or does he wish me gone?

I stand here drenched in tears,
can you see me?
Crying out but no one is here,
can you hear me?
Can you sense my troubles,
do you even care,
does this love hit rock bottom like evil in the venomous air?

Do you see me here standing with no one here,
no one to tell me why im still here,
no one to hold me and shoo away all my fears,
here i am to stand alone,
you help the one that doesn't care,
the one that you know won't ever be there,
the one that will never ever love you like i do,
no one will be here for me.

You never wanted to be here standing with me,
wiping the fresh tears from my eyes,
holding my hand gently through the troubled times,
no,
you stood there,
and ignored me,
told me to go away,
even though you never actually said it,
your actions did it.

So I'm the only one standing,
tears filling my eyes,
misery on my side,
and death unable to hide.