An Unexpected Crush
Posted on: July 25, 2008, at 01:45:03am

It's really weird.. I fell in love with someone, someone that I thought I'd never see myself with. I loved talking to this person so much, that I wanted to talk all night.I feel like I'm close to the person, but I don't know if this person feels the same way about me. I wanted to find out so bad. I finally found out... Turns out that this person didn't want to be in a relationship because of the feelings for a guy. That didn't stop me though. I wanted to show that I could be better than this "guy." I would of done anything for this person, but it didn't happen. This person wanted to stay friends. I wanted to accept the offer, but I couldn't. I had to show I cared...


One day something happened, something bad. This person's crush had found something else, but I just anyone. Someone that's close to this person. This person was crushed, couldn't believe what happened. I tried my best to put a smile back on my crushes face. I couldn't do it.. everything I did had no effect, just didn't work. Soon, my crushed left, wanting to get the thoughts that caused so much pain, away. I knew I had feelings for this person because when I heard about this I cried. I don't usually cry whiched shocked me so. I couldn't stop this person from leaving so the best thing I could do was to agree and let my crush go. It was so painful..


I've already went though this once.. Never thought that I'd go though it again.

You'll be missed. <3